Wednesday, June 16, 2010

My Own Thunder...

So I got a new computer. And lost a few things...
There is nothing now but singed feathers and cooked flesh.
What will rise from the ashes this time?
If it makes any sense, I am saddened and relieved at the same time for all that has befallen of me in the recent weeks. I am now free to... be free?
If someone had left me the fuck alone around New Year's, I'd be totally fine by now. People are evil deep down. I often wonder if you are all just some... thing to keep me amused, or busy, or numb. The inner workings of us all are selfish in nature. Let's look at the extreme, shall we?
Bono.
If our egos were to be set loose, would we not thump our chest in victory over all the naughty things that we vanquished? That guy is up to no good. And their music has sucked since Zooropa...
I just don't know. I'm waiting to hit that peak again, or to be on the upswing of things. I want to start working out again, but my rib just isn't quite there yet. I need something that I do not what it is. Or where. Or even the why...
People keep trying to tell me there is a point, but I'm starting to think they are pulling my leg. That or spitting up my ass and telling me it's raining.
I make my own thunder, though...

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