Wednesday, September 15, 2010

The "I Don't Need a Fucking Picture" Post...

So let me set the scenario: Born in '72, I grew up in the 80's. Reagan was a last bastion of what used to be good about us/U.S. All the TV shows had a good ending. Was this a big set up for shortcomings in the future?
My two favorite TV shows right now are Charles in Charge and Freaks and Geeks. WHY?
You fucking figure it all out, Einstein...
I'm a good guy, so why do I always end up with egg on my face. I want to change my life. I'm starting to understand that I cannot, or WILL NOT, continue to live like this.
Why are life's mistakes tinged with just... enough to make you not regret it?
I have the world's greatest kid, yet I neglect. Guess I subconsciously blame her for my own fuck ups. For that, I'm truly sorry. She is the only person in the wolrd that I can always bank on without fail. Never overdrawn, never expected to explain my constant bullshit...
So I'm watching Freaks and Geeks, and I'm crying.
Young love, and the fact that it never works out in the end. I'm seriously thinking about giving everything up. I just can't take LIFE anymore. I want to be with someone that doesn't try to hurt me. I'm pretty dull to most of it all, but still...
I am the life of the party, heyyyyyyyyyyyy, I'm the party clown. I will juggle, I will do somersaults. I will make you a super-fucking-special balloon animal that will rock your fucking world.
Who will make the clown laugh, who will make him forget how bad life has treated him.
My net is fucked, as much as is my life.
Imagine had you met me as a child, a teenager. Motivation? Fuck yeah.
Unfortunately naive and just... plain... stoopid.
I tire of this, I tire of feeding everyone cryptic and secretive feelings. Everyone knows me as the life of the party, everyone knows me for making them laugh...
The only thing missing is idiotic balloon animals.
I used to live my life, now I just can't wait for it to end. I almost restarted it, then I fucking wavered...

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Here Comes Da Judge, Here Comes Da Judge...

Whee doggies!!!
My net has been fritzing out on me of lates, so this post better not be for naught.
Anyhoo, saw Resident Evil whatever. Twas mighty inebriated, and fell asleep for about half of it. What I do semi remember was that it was kind of lame. Bummer. It'll make alot of money and they'll do another crappy one. I want a reboot, but like the games...
I would be happy if they made movies like Regeneration and started from the beginning. Get good actors to do voices, perfect even for making them in 3D.
I would love it. I thought the gloomy, grungy feel of video style in RE4 was the bomb. Of course they would have to polish it up a little, but dayumn. Anything is better than the shit they are pulling now. Geeeez.
So anywaysssss.....
Just kicking back here alone. And wow, I've been posting alot more here lately. It would've been more if it wasn't for my net. Nothing worse than typing a lengthy heartfelt post and then hitting enter and...
So yeah, as you can tell I'm bored. Ate at Buffalo Wild Wings and it was lame as usual. Shitty food, long wait. Best to get buzzed before you order. I didn't have that option but I toked up as best as I could on short notice. Their wingies taste like shit, but I got some black and bleu burger thangie. All I'm gonna say is, "Ehhhhhhhhhhhh."
They're just lucky I was really hungry. Their Bloody Mary's are lame too. Yuck, tabasco sauce. I prefer Tapatio and alot of pepper.
I may have to raid the kitchen later and MacGuyver the shit out of some food. I'm that good.
Ta-ta for now, if I think of anything worthwhile, I will say howdy doo once again. Need inspiration.
Need some Charles in Charge season 2.
Don't judge me.