Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Hey Fellow Jizzlers...

So, wow. ''Tis been awhilez."
I'm also doing this from my phone for the first time evs. Totally weird, btw.
So I'm just working my ass off all the time. Time seems to fly by, and I'm in some kind of haze. Wtf up wif dah? Just blerrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhh...
IPPS evaluations going on against my will once again. Every six months now I get to deal with people who think they know how to do my job from a desk. So much fun, but a coworker and I are considered the cream of the crop, and we work for the beloved of veterinarians.
Tryna move up quick behind him, if possible.
Anyway, I hate posting like this. Soon back to the laptop...

Saturday, December 31, 2016

Hollaback, Grrrrrrrrl...

 So here we gooooooooo...
Wow, last post was in May? WTF, brah?!? Anyhoo, time just blurs on by. I have been at Cargill for over a year now, and guess what?
Still hating it. I do make sweet money, but it's truly a chore at times. My boss can be a real tosser until he gets his sugar levels in check. He is on vacation this week, so it's been pretty calm and quiet. I just came back from one myself...
 Still hitting the gym at times. I stay in decent shape, basically because my diet is pretty strict. I had an issue with tennis elbow recently, probably from gout or whatever, but I stopped drinking fruit juice like crazy. Who knows? Errr, uhhhhh, what else? Christmas blew, as usual. New Years, and my sobriety date of 4 years, is a day away. I am working in the morning, then the wife is having a bunch of her family over. I'm sure there will be some drinking, but I've got some bud to tide me over.I will most likely be hanging with this little cutie right below, right hurr...
 She's not far from two years old, I think in either March or May. She's really starting to throw words around. and being semi able to actually communicate. She's pretty smart, I try to positively reinforce whatever is going on. Her mom, my step daughter, doesn't always hang around to be a mother. Sometimes I'm tired as fuck, but I still try to pay enough attention to her to let her know she's loved. I'm definitely her favorite person: she calls me grandpa, but I know she thinks of me as her dad. When I get home from work, she takes me to the bedroom for our nap together while Spongebob gently plays in the background. She usde to go to her dad's some, but he hasn't taken her in awhile. Guess the holidays are too hectic to be a responsible parent. I wish she was mine, I'm amazed that people who don't deserve to have them, just DO.
Look at my sweeeet rock hard chin. I look kinda Chinese eyed, though. I thought I'd have so much more to say. But now that I'm back, I will try to hollaback, grrrrl.

Sunday, May 08, 2016

Me X 3...

 Back to face to face, I always say never...
So, work work work as usual. I'm tryna not work so much, but they do what they do when they did what they did to me-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e.
Saw the new Captain America Civil War movie last Thursday. I loved it, but not as much as Batman v Superman. If they could just condense the boring stuff a bit more, they'd have a winner, which they actually already do have. I did like it, it just had alot going on, with long stretches of blah blah in between. Either way, I will be glad to add this trilogy finally to my collection...
Bong time yet again. Will you not join me? I would love to have you. We can check out crazy stuff on the internet, and watch 227 and shit...

Friday, April 29, 2016

The I'm Too Lazy To Upload Picture Post...

Hi, and hey.
Ugh, been working alot, and getting nil as far as sleep. Sometimes I get four hours when I get home, and then four more before I have to stumble in to work. No big deal and all, but wah wah wah...
Anyhoo, lots of personal revelations that I shall not go into hurr. I will say that I definitely feel like a completely different person than the one who stated here. One day I will go through it all and enjoy the ride of a silly manchild who kicked and screamed all the way.
I'm not saying I've pussed out, and I'm some super serious fuddy duddy. I'm just, I dunno...
Hopefully coming out of a haze?
For so long consumed by hatred of all things, I've more drifted towards a gradual acceptance of the assfucking of this tiny nugget of the cosmos. Sometimes I'm still tired of everything feeling like it is hopeless, and futile, and pointless...
I want to do things I want to enjoy. yet I still have yet to again find things that arouse a passion unquenchable. I guess the ease of binging whatever we want, whenever we want, and wherever we want, has made me even more fidgety and such. Pause for more peanut butter chocolate bar...
Soooooooooooooooooooo good. See? Life is not always so bad.
Eh, comrade?
I'm just sayingI still have light and dark times. I've been working out alot and eating extremely religiously, so I'm rocking 170 and hoping to either lose more before beefing up, or lose as I beef.
Funny to reread that. Anyhoo, guess I will have to research which way works better, though I'm tryna do both, sort of.
No longer alone. Abort. Abort.

Saturday, March 05, 2016

The Many Lumps of Graveh...

 Look at me. Has a Robert Smith/Cure kind of feel to it. Maybe it's just all...
Emo-ish. Who knows?!? Anyhoo, I've just finished another two week stint of 6 day/12 hour shifts. I made another 58 hours of overtime this two week pay period. I'm completely bushed, though. I'm glad to be back to only having to be at work by 5:30 am for a month. Soooooo much responsibility to deal with sometimes. Too bad the place I work at is full of lazy, dishonest people that really just don't care anything about what they are doing. Trust me, I hate my job. I am meant for greater things. I'm meant to be master of many, yet currently am master of none. Oh wellz...
 A Sith Apprentice, perhaps...?
Or a Sassy Superman...
So I've been hitting the gym all regular-la-la-like, and am on one hell of a sweeet diet.
All cheeseburgers, go figure. Nahhhhh, I eat alot of oatmeal, either before, or after a workout. I mix in applesauce, cinnamon, and a heaping spoonful of chunky peanut butter. It expands in your stomach, and you really don't want to eat for awhile after. Just nothing but goodness, although my metabolism is so high again that it really doesn't kill me to cheat. I rarely do, though. My coworkers, and boss eat sooooooo unhealthy. I, however, am a rock. I do alot of ab work at the gym, I kind of want to see some results in that area. I'm tryna kill those last pockets of goo, almost thurr...
Awwwwwwwws...
I love you guys. Just kidding, this is actually the last look you usually see just before they pull the trigger...
Or start the chainsaw...
Or chalk up on the bat...?
Hmmm...

Friday, February 19, 2016

Gulping 'Em Dizzown...

Sup, dawgs. 
I saw Deadpool last night. It was ok, but no idea why everybody is squirting their creamcheesiness all over it. 
I guess we all forgot about Van Wilder...
Anyhoo.
On vacation this week, which is almost over. Sucks for me, I gotta go back to Pretendland again.
Two weeks of 12 hour shifties, and probably 6-7 days a week. 
I need to find a way out of this crapfest, I needz moneys, honeyz.
I should at least be semi well rested. I have slept soooooooo much this week.
If only to drift off into eternal blessed silence...
Wish I was interesting again, but alas. 
I love the fact that I really just don't listen to loud music anymore, or even at all most of the time...
So funny. I spent around five hours on the road on Monday, and didn't realize no music had been played until I was almost home. Oh wellz...
Still dead inside, yet starting to see the benefits of it. 
Soul half empty, or half full...?


Friday, January 29, 2016

Unholy Bungholiness...

Ha, I look like a crazy person guy. This was taken earlier today at work, on the verge of having my first two day weekend in awhile. Sooooooooo wore out and tired of that shit.
Ugh, I just wish it was all over, and I was rich and never had to work ever again. Ever. Grody to the max...
I was starving for some damned white chicken chili. I didn't bring anything that day, and had to smell it cooking while my stomach shriveled up. Anyhoo...
Blergha blergh, flippity flop floop. You know, I hate that I come on here all wanting to ooze everything out to this blergha blog, but then I get cold feetsies. Anyway, I look thinner in this picture. I've been walking in place and shit like that on the line, four hours a day to be exact. We are going back to the gym tomorrow, though. I'm ready to finish what I started and get huge. I've done a pretty good jerb losing alot of the fat. Can't make my face any better than what it probably isn't, but I can make the rest a thang of marvel...
So, I'm just working all of the time. Maybe tomorrow I will return here to further babble about silliness and the occasional injustices of a cruel, cruel world of buttholiness.
Wah wahhh.