Sunday, May 08, 2016

Me X 3...

 Back to face to face, I always say never...
So, work work work as usual. I'm tryna not work so much, but they do what they do when they did what they did to me-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e.
Saw the new Captain America Civil War movie last Thursday. I loved it, but not as much as Batman v Superman. If they could just condense the boring stuff a bit more, they'd have a winner, which they actually already do have. I did like it, it just had alot going on, with long stretches of blah blah in between. Either way, I will be glad to add this trilogy finally to my collection...
Bong time yet again. Will you not join me? I would love to have you. We can check out crazy stuff on the internet, and watch 227 and shit...

Friday, April 29, 2016

The I'm Too Lazy To Upload Picture Post...

Hi, and hey.
Ugh, been working alot, and getting nil as far as sleep. Sometimes I get four hours when I get home, and then four more before I have to stumble in to work. No big deal and all, but wah wah wah...
Anyhoo, lots of personal revelations that I shall not go into hurr. I will say that I definitely feel like a completely different person than the one who stated here. One day I will go through it all and enjoy the ride of a silly manchild who kicked and screamed all the way.
I'm not saying I've pussed out, and I'm some super serious fuddy duddy. I'm just, I dunno...
Hopefully coming out of a haze?
For so long consumed by hatred of all things, I've more drifted towards a gradual acceptance of the assfucking of this tiny nugget of the cosmos. Sometimes I'm still tired of everything feeling like it is hopeless, and futile, and pointless...
I want to do things I want to enjoy. yet I still have yet to again find things that arouse a passion unquenchable. I guess the ease of binging whatever we want, whenever we want, and wherever we want, has made me even more fidgety and such. Pause for more peanut butter chocolate bar...
Soooooooooooooooooooo good. See? Life is not always so bad.
Eh, comrade?
I'm just sayingI still have light and dark times. I've been working out alot and eating extremely religiously, so I'm rocking 170 and hoping to either lose more before beefing up, or lose as I beef.
Funny to reread that. Anyhoo, guess I will have to research which way works better, though I'm tryna do both, sort of.
No longer alone. Abort. Abort.

Saturday, March 05, 2016

The Many Lumps of Graveh...

 Look at me. Has a Robert Smith/Cure kind of feel to it. Maybe it's just all...
Emo-ish. Who knows?!? Anyhoo, I've just finished another two week stint of 6 day/12 hour shifts. I made another 58 hours of overtime this two week pay period. I'm completely bushed, though. I'm glad to be back to only having to be at work by 5:30 am for a month. Soooooo much responsibility to deal with sometimes. Too bad the place I work at is full of lazy, dishonest people that really just don't care anything about what they are doing. Trust me, I hate my job. I am meant for greater things. I'm meant to be master of many, yet currently am master of none. Oh wellz...
 A Sith Apprentice, perhaps...?
Or a Sassy Superman...
So I've been hitting the gym all regular-la-la-like, and am on one hell of a sweeet diet.
All cheeseburgers, go figure. Nahhhhh, I eat alot of oatmeal, either before, or after a workout. I mix in applesauce, cinnamon, and a heaping spoonful of chunky peanut butter. It expands in your stomach, and you really don't want to eat for awhile after. Just nothing but goodness, although my metabolism is so high again that it really doesn't kill me to cheat. I rarely do, though. My coworkers, and boss eat sooooooo unhealthy. I, however, am a rock. I do alot of ab work at the gym, I kind of want to see some results in that area. I'm tryna kill those last pockets of goo, almost thurr...
Awwwwwwwws...
I love you guys. Just kidding, this is actually the last look you usually see just before they pull the trigger...
Or start the chainsaw...
Or chalk up on the bat...?
Hmmm...

Friday, February 19, 2016

Gulping 'Em Dizzown...

Sup, dawgs. 
I saw Deadpool last night. It was ok, but no idea why everybody is squirting their creamcheesiness all over it. 
I guess we all forgot about Van Wilder...
Anyhoo.
On vacation this week, which is almost over. Sucks for me, I gotta go back to Pretendland again.
Two weeks of 12 hour shifties, and probably 6-7 days a week. 
I need to find a way out of this crapfest, I needz moneys, honeyz.
I should at least be semi well rested. I have slept soooooooo much this week.
If only to drift off into eternal blessed silence...
Wish I was interesting again, but alas. 
I love the fact that I really just don't listen to loud music anymore, or even at all most of the time...
So funny. I spent around five hours on the road on Monday, and didn't realize no music had been played until I was almost home. Oh wellz...
Still dead inside, yet starting to see the benefits of it. 
Soul half empty, or half full...?


Friday, January 29, 2016

Unholy Bungholiness...

Ha, I look like a crazy person guy. This was taken earlier today at work, on the verge of having my first two day weekend in awhile. Sooooooooo wore out and tired of that shit.
Ugh, I just wish it was all over, and I was rich and never had to work ever again. Ever. Grody to the max...
I was starving for some damned white chicken chili. I didn't bring anything that day, and had to smell it cooking while my stomach shriveled up. Anyhoo...
Blergha blergh, flippity flop floop. You know, I hate that I come on here all wanting to ooze everything out to this blergha blog, but then I get cold feetsies. Anyway, I look thinner in this picture. I've been walking in place and shit like that on the line, four hours a day to be exact. We are going back to the gym tomorrow, though. I'm ready to finish what I started and get huge. I've done a pretty good jerb losing alot of the fat. Can't make my face any better than what it probably isn't, but I can make the rest a thang of marvel...
So, I'm just working all of the time. Maybe tomorrow I will return here to further babble about silliness and the occasional injustices of a cruel, cruel world of buttholiness.
Wah wahhh.

Saturday, January 09, 2016

The Wow, I Haven't Been Around in Awhile Post...

No picture. Just wordage. I have been working hard at my new jerb, almost ended up even working all weekend long...
Sure, at around $46 an hour, but A: they tax the fuck out of it. B: I already worked a long ass week, and someone else can enjoy that overtime crappage.
I dunno, just weirdness in my head. Sometimes I feel as if I'm breaking down old suckage and flushing it awy, and at other times I'm just the same old...
Douche bag?
Nahhh, dawg. I'm cool. Just trying to, uhhhhh... I dunno. Grow up? Ehhhhhh. Prepare myself for the final journey into death by sticking myself in a jerb that time will pass by so quickly, I will wake up one day at about 67 years old. Yuck. Just the thought of my even wrinklier balls...
So I've been watching alot of Barney Miller. Great fucking show, love it. Very deep, indeed, and in the 70's you could say alot you can't now. Too bad for peoples today, except the internet keeps all the classics available. Wish I would've watched Barney as a kid. I can only imagine how it would've shaped my humor. Would I even have liked it?!?
Anyhoo. Smoke break, then back to punch away more at you...
Woops. came back dry. Guess we'll just have to cuddle instead.
Isn't that how it always T-I-S?

Saturday, September 19, 2015

The End of the Pooper Scoopage...?

 So.......................................................?
Sup, dawgs? Great, great. Oh, me?!?
Ehhhhh, trying to figure how I'm going to make it on my lonesome. Trying to figure out how I'm going to fix all the shittiness that living with a psychotic bitch caused. I guess I'm going to try to get as much overtime to get me back in the black enough to cut her from my teat. As far as caring what happens to her afterwards...
I really don't anymore. She can drink herself to death while laying in a pile of her own shit.
Right now I have no idea why I'm even bothering with sharing this, other than that I am still awake at 6:23 am. I just couldn't sleep after fighting with her late last night. It's not a "I still love you and miss you" thing, It's just wishing I was already past the whole long, painful road ahead times...
The promotion I got doesn't start until February, but they are going to start paying me Monday. Hopefully, I will get shit tons of overtime to help the healing process, and bring me back to the former glory. As far as EVER having another woman in my life...
Ughhhhhhhhh...
I already live a loveless life, and am quite used to it. As far as P-tang, it easily found. I'm sure most will want to latch on to me, but all I gots to say is...
Oh, hellz naw!!!
She passed out cursing and swearing horrible things that she is going to do to me.
Will she remember these things? I'm sure she will stay hidden in the bedroom trying to think how she will avoid dealing with this, but I don't plan on letting shit slide anymore. I guess I will have to quit smoking bud awhile, which is fine with me. It is time to clean out anyway.
Maybe that is the theme of this post: Cleaning out the bad shit in my life once and for all.
I see people happy in life, and sometimes I want the same. I have a friend that posts pictures of him and his wife actually DOING things together. They also have something strange going on with their mouths, I recollect it was called smiling.
I used to do this alot. I also used to do things like: have fun, laugh, enjoy things and people around me. I would like to do this again someday. I just don't want to be attached to someone else to do it.
Travel, experiencing anything and everything.
Ok, not everything...
I don't plan on taking one up the pooper.