Homophobic Much...?

Hmmm...
Still not happy doing this from my phone without some silly pictures to hide mein woes when I'm in the throes, I mean down to my motherfucking toes, man...
Anyhoo, ughhhhh. I'm almost finished with my two weeks of suck that is processing work. They love me when I'm lazy, but then my boss'll tear me anew one. I try giving them heads up on stuff a few times, and say I'll be back. However, they do not listen. I am then forced to push the button that is Heck unleashed on them. Hey, at least I'm nice about it. Wow, after I typed nice, it asked if the next word should be homophobic.
WTF?!?
Way to ruin my train of thought, iPhone. Way to make baseless assumptions...
To be continued...

The Usual...

Hey, world. What's shaking? Boredom, fatigue, all that...
I wish blogger wasn't like this on my phone, it really makes it hard to convey shit. So much tedious typing to do to do to doooooooooooo...

Hey Fellow Jizzlers...

So, wow. ''Tis been awhilez."
I'm also doing this from my phone for the first time evs. Totally weird, btw.
So I'm just working my ass off all the time. Time seems to fly by, and I'm in some kind of haze. Wtf up wif dah? Just blerrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhh...
IPPS evaluations going on against my will once again. Every six months now I get to deal with people who think they know how to do my job from a desk. So much fun, but a coworker and I are considered the cream of the crop, and we work for the beloved of veterinarians.
Tryna move up quick behind him, if possible.
Anyway, I hate posting like this. Soon back to the laptop...

Hollaback, Grrrrrrrrl...

 So here we gooooooooo...
Wow, last post was in May? WTF, brah?!? Anyhoo, time just blurs on by. I have been at Cargill for over a year now, and guess what?
Still hating it. I do make sweet money, but it's truly a chore at times. My boss can be a real tosser until he gets his sugar levels in check. He is on vacation this week, so it's been pretty calm and quiet. I just came back from one myself...

 Still hitting the gym at times. I stay in decent shape, basically because my diet is pretty strict. I had an issue with tennis elbow recently, probably from gout or whatever, but I stopped drinking fruit juice like crazy. Who knows? Errr, uhhhhh, what else? Christmas blew, as usual. New Years, and my sobriety date of 4 years, is a day away. I am working in the morning, then the wife is having a bunch of her family over. I'm sure there will be some drinking, but I've got some bud to tide me over.I will most likely be hanging with this little cutie right below, right hurr...

 She's not far from two years old, I think in either March or May. She's really starting to throw words around. and being semi able to actually communicate. She's pretty smart, I try to positively reinforce whatever is going on. Her mom, my step daughter, doesn't always hang around to be a mother. Sometimes I'm tired as fuck, but I still try to pay enough attention to her to let her know she's loved. I'm definitely her favorite person: she calls me grandpa, but I know she thinks of me as her dad. When I get home from work, she takes me to the bedroom for our nap together while Spongebob gently plays in the background. She usde to go to her dad's some, but he hasn't taken her in awhile. Guess the holidays are too hectic to be a responsible parent. I wish she was mine, I'm amazed that people who don't deserve to have them, just DO.

Look at my sweeeet rock hard chin. I look kinda Chinese eyed, though. I thought I'd have so much more to say. But now that I'm back, I will try to hollaback, grrrrl.

Me X 3...

 Back to face to face, I always say never...
So, work work work as usual. I'm tryna not work so much, but they do what they do when they did what they did to me-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e.
Saw the new Captain America Civil War movie last Thursday. I loved it, but not as much as Batman v Superman. If they could just condense the boring stuff a bit more, they'd have a winner, which they actually already do have. I did like it, it just had alot going on, with long stretches of blah blah in between. Either way, I will be glad to add this trilogy finally to my collection...

Bong time yet again. Will you not join me? I would love to have you. We can check out crazy stuff on the internet, and watch 227 and shit...

The I'm Too Lazy To Upload Picture Post...

Hi, and hey.
Ugh, been working alot, and getting nil as far as sleep. Sometimes I get four hours when I get home, and then four more before I have to stumble in to work. No big deal and all, but wah wah wah...
Anyhoo, lots of personal revelations that I shall not go into hurr. I will say that I definitely feel like a completely different person than the one who stated here. One day I will go through it all and enjoy the ride of a silly manchild who kicked and screamed all the way.
I'm not saying I've pussed out, and I'm some super serious fuddy duddy. I'm just, I dunno...
Hopefully coming out of a haze?
For so long consumed by hatred of all things, I've more drifted towards a gradual acceptance of the assfucking of this tiny nugget of the cosmos. Sometimes I'm still tired of everything feeling like it is hopeless, and futile, and pointless...
I want to do things I want to enjoy. yet I still have yet to again find things that arouse a passion unquenchable. I guess the ease of binging whatever we want, whenever we want, and wherever we want, has made me even more fidgety and such. Pause for more peanut butter chocolate bar...
Soooooooooooooooooooo good. See? Life is not always so bad.
Eh, comrade?
I'm just sayingI still have light and dark times. I've been working out alot and eating extremely religiously, so I'm rocking 170 and hoping to either lose more before beefing up, or lose as I beef.
Funny to reread that. Anyhoo, guess I will have to research which way works better, though I'm tryna do both, sort of.
No longer alone. Abort. Abort.

The Many Lumps of Graveh...

 Look at me. Has a Robert Smith/Cure kind of feel to it. Maybe it's just all...
Emo-ish. Who knows?!? Anyhoo, I've just finished another two week stint of 6 day/12 hour shifts. I made another 58 hours of overtime this two week pay period. I'm completely bushed, though. I'm glad to be back to only having to be at work by 5:30 am for a month. Soooooo much responsibility to deal with sometimes. Too bad the place I work at is full of lazy, dishonest people that really just don't care anything about what they are doing. Trust me, I hate my job. I am meant for greater things. I'm meant to be master of many, yet currently am master of none. Oh wellz...

 A Sith Apprentice, perhaps...?
Or a Sassy Superman...
So I've been hitting the gym all regular-la-la-like, and am on one hell of a sweeet diet.
All cheeseburgers, go figure. Nahhhhh, I eat alot of oatmeal, either before, or after a workout. I mix in applesauce, cinnamon, and a heaping spoonful of chunky peanut butter. It expands in your stomach, and you really don't want to eat for awhile after. Just nothing but goodness, although my metabolism is so high again that it really doesn't kill me to cheat. I rarely do, though. My coworkers, and boss eat sooooooo unhealthy. I, however, am a rock. I do alot of ab work at the gym, I kind of want to see some results in that area. I'm tryna kill those last pockets of goo, almost thurr...

Awwwwwwwws...
I love you guys. Just kidding, this is actually the last look you usually see just before they pull the trigger...
Or start the chainsaw...
Or chalk up on the bat...?
Hmmm...