Thursday, July 07, 2011

No...?

Sifting through the ashes of my crash and burn kamakaze doomsday mission, I find myself numb enough not to mourn...
Not to pine.
Nor be prone to panic, and subsequent flight.
Today is/was supposed to be the day the bank takes back my house. Guess then it's off to filing bankrupt and all that jazz. I do not feel the loss of the house, or of all the crap I've thrown away, more of a cleansing, actually. A resolve...
To keep as little stuff as I can, and what I do have I box up if not needed.
Going to school in Dallas for two weeks in August, after that I'm putting in for promotions and trying to get as secluded as I can workwise. Somewhere I can go out and do my thangie and then go back to whatever I do when I'm alone and unsupervised.
Saw Everything Must Go, A+ movie. Will Ferrill can act when he wants to. Still wanting to see Green Lantern, waiting...
The Walking Dead, waiting...
NFL, waiting...
I need to turn the tide that tides me over. I need to wash that grey right outta my hair...